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'Tis meh


xxSwingLifeAway
Age. 19
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. White as rice
Location Bowie, MD
School. Other
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Gimmeh Huggles n.n
Words that touch meh heart <3
"And it may take some time to patch me up inside, but I can't take it so I run away and hide. And I may find in time that you were always right... You're always right. So you sailed away into a grey sky morning. Now I'm here to stay.. Love can be so boring. What was it you wanted?,Could it be I'm haunted? But it's not so bad... You're only the best I ever had. I don't want you back, you're just the best I ever had. The best I ever had..."

"And like a Kodak Picture we will reign, in a memory never to be forgotten.<3"

"I go to school and I run and play
I tell the kids that it's all okay
I like to laugh so my friends won't know
When the bell rings I just don't wanna go home

Go to my room and I close my eyes
I make believe that I have a new life
I don't believe you when you say
Everything will be wonderful someday

Promises mean everything when you're little
And the world is so big
I just don't understand how
You can smile with all those tears in your eyes
When you tell me everything is wonderful now

I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now"

"i'm definitely shaking,
the silence isn't breaking.
backwashed and stranded memories,
of something i thought could be..."

"You are calm and repose. It lets your beauty unfold. Pale white like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins."

"Well she wants to live her life
Then she thinks about her life
Pulls her hair back as she screams
I don't really wanna live this life"

"Maybe when you find out that I'm dead,
you'll realize what you did to me.
And if my lungs still let me b-r-e-a-t-h-e,
would you breathe air for me.
If I can make myself believe
I'll give you back what you [took away]"
Step inside my mental cage

Pretty in pink, tears flowing in the sink
Wednesday. 9.8.04 5:21 pm
Haven't updated in a while, but oh well.

I managed to get my hands on a hot pink wig, one of which is uber-sexy like woah if I may say so myself. I wore it to school today thinking, "Wow, this is something different." I turned a lot of heads and managed to look like a human-highlighter... Heh. I got some random compliments and some weird ones too, but at lunch everything turned on meh I'd say 20 people came up to me and asked if it was a wig or not... Can yew say annoying? So these two g-h-e-t-t-o people ask me, "What would yew do if I took your wig off?" And I was like, "Erm, don't or I'll hurt yew." n.n; Yeah... coming from a skinny girl I guess I am not that intimidating, but whatever. So I walk out of the lunchroom and I seperate from mah friends. I was kinda walking a little fast so I could catch up to Ben.... Well, just as I get right next to him I feel someone jerk mah hair. Next thing I know all my books are on teh ground, as well as my wig, wig cap and bobbypins. Of course teh people who did it ran... and I could hear was high-pitched laughter and shrieks. People were pointing and I was just so dizzy. It felt like I was in a whirlpool. I managed to pick up mah stuff and make mah way into teh bathroom. People who were laughing at meh tried to comfort meh... e.e; Screw that. Two teachers gave meh a pass to be late to class and I situated myself.

People are so ignorant... I was so frustrated I was crying. I HATE crying in school... It's just bleh. I mean how would someone like it if I pulled their weave out? It wouldn't be too nice. Plus those kids don't know if I have cancer or not.... Maybe I was getting ready to go on kemo? For all they know they could have scarred mah last years of life forever. People are cruel and need to learn to respect one another. So, I stand out? Does that give someone a right to torment meh? No. Fuck that. I hate this stupid discrimination the human race has for another. Even if you don't like someone or something about them, why can't you just be nice? It's not that hard.

In conclusion, I am buying 4 more wigs just to please mah desires and screw the other people off.

xxKris
1 Comments.


i still love you!
» alwaysrockin2s on 2004-09-11 12:22:52

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